Life

It's been just over a month since I last trained. I'm not exactly happy with that, but I feel like I don't know what I want right now. It's so weird! Last time I was on the ice we were doing some drills. I had been working on these drills off ice to try to get them down for when I was on the ice. They say whatever you do off ice, in your mind you should pretend you are on the ice. So on the ice doing these drills... I just could not do them. My balance was off like crazy and I felt like I wasn't progressing in all the years that I have been skating. I got off the ice mid practice and went and just sat on the bleachers. A few skaters saw that I was upset and stopped to talk. To sum up what they all said in one word: consistency.

In taking over the Presidential position for our speed skating club I have been faced with a few challenges. The main one being other people's opinions. Some are good some not so good. I guess that just comes with the gig. Take the good with the bad.

My brother has been randomly texting me bands that he thinks I would like. One that I have purchased is Thriving Ivory. Angels On The Moon and Unhappy are among my favorite songs.

I am not the owner of an operating computer. I want a Mac desktop. I could pay $150 for a new hard drive for my outdated dead laptop, or just get a new one. We use Apples at work and I kinda like them. Kinda pricey they are. Word on the street is that they are great for photo stuff... and I am a photo doing person. So I am thinking about just saving up for one of those. I am also in the market for a bigger bed. I grew up sleeping on a queen and as I got older my mattress just got smaller.

All in all life is just life at the moment. Sometimes I think of it in movie form. Like when you watch the baseball movie, The Rookie. The part when Jimmy has put himself almost up into the big leagues and he calls home to say he is coming home and that he is done. We as the viewers of the movie know what is going to happen and just want to yell into the TV (so he could hear us) telling him to just hang on cause he is going to get where he wants to go, in just a minute! I think it would be cool to see my life in a movie form so I could know when I will get what I want. I don't want to know dates, times or places of events, I just want to know something good is coming up.